Monday, June 30, 2014

Jackson Hole

There is no more perfect way to spend the weekend than on a trip with your best friends.  
We left Friday evening and drove all night to Tessa's grandpa's condo in Jackson Hole.  Saturday we ate breakfast in a teepee, tubed down the icy cold river, snuck into the nearby hotel's hot tub, went into town for dinner, explored town and found the candy shop, drove a short way to Idaho, listened to the Beach Boys perform (yep, I guess they are still performing), and watched the most amazing firework show!  Sunday we went to church, picnicked next to Jenny Lake, hiked around the lake to Hidden Falls, went to town for dinner again, stopped on the side of the road to take pictures, made shakes at the condo, and watched Pocahontas (which neither Tessa nor I had ever seen before!).  Monday we walked and biked around by the condo to a cute, quaint little town with the best school playground that I have ever seen, drove back into town one last time to get lunch and explore the shops, and begun the drive back home.
It was a short weekend trip, but I absolutely loved road tripping with and hanging out with and exploring with and laughing with Carly, Ashlyn, Tessa, Zoe, and Taylor.  Thanks guys, for the best weekend! I love my Shlynny and the Cats. (We missed you, Hermana Matesen!)
And we're off!
This was the cutest place called Dornans in Moose, Wyoming where we ate breakfast.
Taylor, Carly, Zoe, Tessa, Ashlyn.  I never got over the views.
What's a trip to Jackson without a picture underneath one of the antler arches?
Saturday evening before fireworks
Where we ate lunch next to Jenny Lake. Again, the view.
The Grand Tetons. "Grand means big."
Hidden Falls.
{video coming soon}

Saturday, June 21, 2014

SUMMER IS HERE

Well, summer is officially here.  I got home late Friday night and after getting Nielsen's and hanging out with my family, Ashlyn came and picked me up and we went to In-N-Out Burger (our usual night-I-get-home tradition!).  We got doughnuts with Carly the next morning, Dad and I bought me a car (woooohoooo!), I saw Zach for lunch, and ended the night with the American Authors/The Script/OneRepublic concert.  The perfect way to start summer :D The week continued with work (this summer I'm working as an acquisitions intern at Dad's company), painting Suicide Rock, an attempted boating day, snow cones, and of course, a campfire up the canyon.
And you can actually see it from the freeway, which is a big accomplishment!
Bringing my UW pride to Utah :)
THAT'S RIGHT.  Taylor and I built a fire with no boys and no lighter fluid. And it was a great fire.
Laser pointer through the smoke -- SO COOL.
The perfect kind of nights.

Sunday, June 15, 2014

Dad • Father • Fasha

• biggest supporter • always smiling • priesthood holder  • funny • ski buddy • can fix anything • estimation king • follows his dreams • encouraging mine • traveler • best hair • constantly playing • musical • dedicated • forever teaching me • calls at all the right times • has fun • optimistic • sets an example • takes on any task • kind • loves life • understanding • loyal • forgiving • knows everything • continually serving • best friend •

I LOVE YOU, DAD!!
I am so grateful for all that you do for me, which is more than I could ever repay you for.  I am the luckiest girl alive to have you as my fasha :D

Friday, June 13, 2014

30 Things Freshman Year Taught Me

One.  The number of times you get you experience your first year of college. Once. Un. Uno. 1.  That's it.  And this one time, my one shot at making Freshman year memorable, has come to a close.  No longer will I be a Freshman. Ever.  Did I make my point clear?  I am pretty much in shock right now that it is finally over.  It felt like so long ago that I watched from my window as my brothers and Dad drove away, so long ago that I gave my mom one last hug before I would be living on my own.  But at the same time, the end has come unbelievably fast.  And looking back on this past year is CRAZY.

It began with meeting people on elevators and led to playing Mafia on the patio, to good ol' EFS, to football games, to walking up the Ave, to bonding over our naiveness, to exploring Seattle, to Pike Place, to Fremont, to Ballard, to learning only tourists use umbrellas, to learning to live with a roommate, to learning to live without parents around, to 6th back, to 4sf, to meeting on 2 @ 6:15 for 1101, to getting packages from home, to starting piano lessons, to quitting piano lessons, to never sleeping, to endless homework, to endless laughter, to Red Square at night, to Haagen Dazs, to Ode, to Suz, to UW Student Life, to a failed IMA class, to a successful IMA class, to winning the Super Bowl, to learning that rain doesn't stop anything, to less rain that people think, to becoming a bus expert, to lacrosse, to Santa Barbara, to Oregon, to Bellingham, to Oregon again, to a struggling IMA soccer team, to learning spontaneity, to Institute, to insanity from finals, to homework in the quad, to 105 or 106 or 107, to the DM, to birthday dinners, to concerts, to Mariners games, to learning the hard way to never take an 8:30 class, to apartment shopping, to moving, to looking back on my empty dorm room, to saying goodbye for the summer to all the amazing people I've met, saying goodbye for now to Seattle, saying goodbye forever to Freshman year.  And amongst all of that... THIS is what I learned:


1.These are the three S's: Sleep. Study. Social. You get to choose two of them.

2. BE YOURSELF.  I don't care what people might tell you or what the movies portray or who you think you need to be to have a successful college career.  All of that means absolutely nothing if you have to change who you are to match the expectations of someone or something else.  Do what you love.  Do what you love simply because you love to do it.

3. Never -- and I repeat, Never! -- be that person who sets off the fire alarm and makes the whole dorm evacuate all because of some burnt popcorn.

4. Yes, living on your own without your family can be tough.  It is so different than all you've ever known.  It can be scary and daunting.  But it is an experience everyone needs before they graduate.  Earlier if possible!  Because suddenly you are forced to examine who YOU are.  What choices will you make when no one is going to stop you?  What are your priorities?  What is most important to you when YOU are the one to decide every detail for yourself?  I have learned more about myself in this past year than I think I did all of high school and I think it was because of one simple change: I now live on my own.

5. And to answer the question I know you have all been dying to hear... YES, pizza can be delivered to you at 4:30 in the morning!

6. And, nope. 11:30 pm is not late.  In fact, it is actually quite early.

7. Take advantage of being the baby again.  "Awww, the Freshman!" is a phrase I often heard this past year (most thanks goes to the lacrosse team).  And yes, maybe sometimes being the bottom of the food chain can get a little annoying at times, but what a valid excuse to use whenever a situation goes wrong!  "Oh sorry, I'm just a Freshman."  You're really not expected to know anything about anything, and frankly, at times that is quite nice.

8. GET INVOLVED.  For me it was lacrosse, Institute, and UW Student Life.  For others it was Hall Council or intramural sports or working or ASUW or a number of other things.  Doesn't matter what it is, just get involved with the school and with people around you.  Pretty much automatic friends and something else to keep you busy besides just school all the time.

9. It's 8:00 on a Sunday morning and the alarm goes off.  It's early.  You only slept for 5 hours.  There is no one around to stop you if you go back to sleep and don't go.  What do you do?  You get up and go to church.  That's what.  You will never regret the times you go, you will only regret the times you don't.

10. E X P L O R E

11. You never know when you are going to get stung by a bee.  It could be on the bus.  It could be inside the dorms.  Just always be prepared.

12. Pay it forward.  When you are sick and your roommate brings you soup and takes care of you, do something for her later.  Show her how much she means to you.

13. Stay 'til the bakery closes.

14. Compost!  What is compost you ask?  Pretty much every kind of disposable utensil, plate, napkin, bowl, food, anything.  If you live in Seattle, that is.  Compost, guys.  It's a thing.  And you will be saving the earth.

15. It's a dumb idea to wear heels in the city.

16. Sometimes you fail a math test.  And then you wonder if you will pass the class and graduate college and be able to get a job and live a happy and fulfilling life or if you will fail and end up living as a bum on the streets.  But you know what?  It doesn't matter.  Just work your absolute hardest and keep trying and pick yourself back up.  Do a little bit better than last time and I can promise you, even if you don't get a 4.0, life will go on.  You will be okay.

17. Burning 13 couches on Greek Row is perfectly normal if the Seahawks just won the Super Bowl.

18. Sun does not equal Warmth.

19. Midterms never end.  Be warned now.  If you are on the quarter system, you will have about three weeks of not worrying about or studying for tests.  After that, kiss goodbye the blissful life of only homework because for the next six weeks you will have tests.  Oh and then you'll have finals right after that.

20. Utahans listen, because this is directed specifically at YOU!  Never ever ever take the beautiful, light, powdery, hundreds of inches of snow for granted.  Utah snow is amazing.  Utah skiing is amazing.  And I miss it.

21. Go to Institute.  I know I said this exact same thing earlier, but I don't know what this year would have been without Institute.  It literally has been one of the biggest blessings to me this last year.

22. Treasure the satisfying series finales.  They don't happen all that often.  Take Psych vs. How I Met Your Mother.  Psych? Great!  How I Met Your Mother? Terrible.  Satisfying series finales are of great worth and not to be taken lightly.

23. If you're going to watch the moon, you definitely need an Oreo.

24. As a matter of fact, in almost any situation, you're definitely going to need an Oreo.

25. Who knew? Studying actually pays off!  Remember those suggested problems that weren't actually going to be graded, but the teacher gave them as "extra practice"?  Ya, do those.  And read the book when you don't understand something.  And do your homework--copying it or looking up the answers does not count as actually doing it.  And teach someone else.  And summarize your notes.  And take practice tests.  Ya, ya, ya, you've heard it all before.  I know you know what to do.  Just do it.  You won't regret it when you see that A on your test.  That is probably one of the best feelings in the world.

26. Be spontaneous.

27. Taking the elevator is only justifiable and only acceptable if you take it at least two floors up.

28. Everything is relative.  What's stylish. What a good grade is. What's most important. What the best food is.  It's all relative based on who you talk to.  So don't base your thoughts off of other people.  Make a decision yourself.

29. Stay in contact with those you left behind.  And not just "Oh I follow them on Instagram" contact.  But actually talk to them!  Call them on the phone.  Write them a letter.  Write your missionaries email after email after email (sorry, Ru :) I'm clogging up your inbox, but I know you love it haha.)  Don't forget who you spent the last 18 years of your life with.  Just because you move away doesn't mean you need to forget everyone back home.  They can still be your best friends.  You can still ask your mom for advice.  You can still ask your dad for help.  Even from 840.9 miles away.

30. HAVE FUN!!!  Work hard, play hard.  Do something spontaneous.  Try something new.  Go somewhere you haven't been.  Surround yourself with people.  Be with your friends -- your friends are now your family.  Play sports.  Watch sports.  Get involved at school.  Laugh when you trip up the stairs every day.  Don't sweat the small stuff.  Find something every day that makes you smile.  Learn something new everyday.  Remember, each person you talk to has something they can teach you.  Laughter is contagious.  Smiles are contagious.  A good attitude is contagious.  Just be happy, and have fun, and love life. *It's okay not to be able to frown :) *

Sunday, June 8, 2014

I Believe In Christ

I was asked to speak today on the hymn, I Believe in Christ (#134 if you want to look it up).  Sometimes when we are singing the hymns, I feel like we are so used to them that we end up just reading words rather than understanding the importance of the song.  I want to start out by reading the first verse of I Believe in Christ.
           
I believe in Christ; He is my King!
            With all my heart to him I’ll sing;
            I’ll raise my voice in praise and joy,
            in grand amens my tongue employ.
            I believe in Christ; he is God’s son.
            On earth to dwell his soul did come.
            He healed the sick; the dead he raised.
            Good works were his; his name be praised.

The part that really stands out to me is the line, “I’ll raise my voice.”  We can believe in Christ – believe he once lived on earth, believe he died for us, believe he still watches over us, believe he loves us, believe he is our Savior – we can believe in all of this because it’s true!  I have felt the Spirit testifying to me the truthfulness of all these things.  But, belief is just a starting point.  Once we establish a belief in Christ for ourselves, we need to act on it – we need to raise our voices!
            As many of you know, I play lacrosse here at UW.  I picked it up because my friend loved it and wanted me to try.  Obviously, it took a while for me to become good enough to actually play in a game, but once I did, I fell in love with the sport.  And I understood what my friend had felt when convincing me to play.  I get so excited even just talking about lacrosse and have literally tried to convince every single one of my friends to play!  It just makes me so happy.  Anyways… I know this is such a silly example and I’m pretty sure that you all know where I’m going with it… but I’m going to say it anyways! 
Like lacrosse, the gospel makes me so HAPPY.  Christ brings light and strength and peace and comfort and forgiveness and encouragement and love and happiness and all these and more wonderful blessings.  And don’t we want our friends and our family to be able to understand and receive these blessings as well?? It is our job to bring them the gospel.  And it is hard.   Oh, I know it is so hard.  But we ought to at least TRY.  In his book, The Power of the Everyday Missionary (which is a great book, by the way.  I encourage you all to read it.), Clayton M. Christensen says, “We succeed when we invite.”  I love this quote.  Christ has asked us to invite others to learn about his gospel and come unto him.  Our job is to invite.  We can’t make decisions for them, so if they don’t choose to accept the gospel, that is their own choice.  And yes, it’s so disappointing when you know how much the gospel would bless them and how they would love it, if they just gave it a chance.  BUT, you did exactly what Christ asked of you—you invited them to learn more.  And we succeed when we invite.  In last October’s General Conference, Elder M. Russell Ballard extended a challenge to us all that I would like to re-extend.  He said,

“It is impossible for us to fail when we do our best when we are on the Lord’s errand.  While the outcome is a result of the exercise of one’s agency, sharing the gospel is our responsibility… We are not asking everyone to do everything.  We are simply asking all members to pray, knowing that if every member, young and old, will reach out to just “one” between now and Christmas, millions will feel the love of the Lord Jesus Christ.  And what a wonderful gift to the Savior.”

Yes, what a wonderful gift to the Savior this would be!  Now, I think this is definitely do-able.  That gives each of us almost 7 months to reach out to one person.  Can each of us accept that challenge?  Start today by praying to God for guidance on how and who you can reach out to and He will give you opportunities to “raise your voice.”

            I think verses two and three work really well together, so I am going to read them both.
           
            I believe in Christ; oh blessed name!
            As Mary’s son he came to reign
‘Mid mortal men, his earthly kin,
To save them from the woes of sin
I believe in Christ, who marked the path,
Who did gain all his Father hath,
who said to men: “Come follow me,
That ye, my friends, with God may be.

I believe in Christ—my Lord, my God!
My feet he plants on gospel sod.
I’ll worship him with all my might;
He is the source of truth and light.
I believe in Christ; he ransoms me.
From Satan’s grasp he sets me free,
And I shall live with joy and love
In eternal courts above.

There is so much that these verses cover that one talk, let alone one part of a talk, could never cover it all, so I want to specifically focus on one thing—Christ’s personal relationship with us.  Let me read again the last line of verse two.  “[He] said to men: “Come follow me, that ye, my friends, with God may be.””  He called us his friends.  We’re not just members of his church.  We’re not just his students.  We’re not just little humans on this big earth trying to get by.  Jesus Christ—the Savior of the world, the one who set the perfect example, the one who performs miracle after miracle, who bled from every pore and suffered for all the sins and all the pain and all the loss and all the sorrow of the world, the one who died for us and the one who lived again—HE called YOU his friend.  Everything he does is because he loves YOU—each and every one of you.  It does not matter where your life has taken you or what choices you have made, his love for you will NEVER change.  He is always mindful of you and of your circumstances.  And he ever so desperately wants for you to return to him and to be able to live forever with him and our Heavenly Father in the celestial kingdom.  He wants you to experience that happiness so much that he gave the ultimate sacrifice—his life—so that despite our faults, we will be able to live again.  Elder Jeffrey R. Holland said, “Always, may we stand by Jesus Christ, “at all times and in all things and in all places that we in, even unto death,” for surely that is how He stood by us when it WAS unto death and when He had to stand entirely and utterly alone.”  We are not alone.  We do not have to feel alone.  Jesus Christ is your friend and your Savior and He will ALWAYS be by your side.  Which leads me to the final verse…
           
I believe in Christ; he stands supreme!
            From him I’ll gain my fondest dream;
And while I strive through grief and pain
His voice is heard: “Ye shall obtain.”
I believe in Christ; so come what may,
With him I’ll stand in that great day
When on this earth he comes again
To rule among the sons of men.

            This verse focuses on the strength, encouragement, and comfort that Christ brings to us in times of difficulty and heartache.  I am just about to finish up my first year here at UW and I have absolutely loved Seattle, but I’m not going to lie, moving away from home and living on my own for the first time was HARD.  I am sure everyone has experienced this at some point when you first started living on your own.  Leaving my very best friends was hard.  Moving out of my house and leaving my family broke my heart.  Leaving the people I spent every second of my days with and coming to a place where I knew absolutely no one was, yes, exciting, but also very frightening.  I knew I would be lonely.  I knew my friends back home would continue on normally while I started over.  I knew that Seattle would be VERY different than good ol’ Holladay, Utah.  But in the midst of it all, among the tears and the heartache and the loneliness, over and over I saw God’s hand in my life and I saw Christ’s Atonement working and comforting me and smoothing out the rough places.
            I knew I was not alone.  Christ was very aware of me and he knew exactly what I needed.  He gave me so many little blessings to show me that he was aware.  For example, I met people who became instant friends.  I had always hoped my first calling would either be to lead the music in sacrament or to play the piano in Relief Society—and look, I got both!  The first day I stepped into church, I was immediately introduced to people and others asked me to come sit by them – I told my mom that day, “I’m definitely the baby of the ward, but everyone is so nice and so welcoming, it doesn’t even matter!”  My next-door neighbor happened to become my best friend.  My dad always called at the exact time I needed to talk to him.  The list goes on.  I was having a hard time that first quarter and Christ knew exactly what I was feeling.
            I just want to end with one last thought.  My favorite line of the whole song, and what I think is the most powerful is in the last verse.  It says, “I believe in Christ; so come what may, with him I’ll stand in that great day.” So come what may because with Christ’s love, comfort, friendship, and Atonement, you are stronger that your trials.  So come what may, because Christ knows YOU, he knows what you are going through.  He knows what you are going through.  He knows what you need.


            Act on your belief.  Remember that He knows you.  Strengthen your personal relationship with Him.  Rely on Christ’s Atonement.  I want to bear my testimony that these things are true.  And I say this, in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

Sunday, June 1, 2014

Feeling spontaneous

Before getting ready for bed, I casually said to Emma how I missed playing lacrosse.  Without hesitation, she just responded with "Okay, let's go play!"  {Keep in mind, the time is 12:10 am.}  I was caught off guard and at first thought that of course I wouldn't since it was 12:10.  But then it occurred to me... WHY NOT??  After all, it was only 12:10.  We called up James knowing he would be down for some late night laxin and the three of us headed to the quad to play a little bit of midnight lacrosse.
Also crossed an item off my college bucket list tonight... See myself on the Henry screens NON-live! Check.